I know its been a while since my last post, but since im basically talking to myself I think I dont have much to worry about. A few of the topics i wanted to talk about but never really ever got to were: my inability to put together a smile im happy with, more topics that I want to one day record, and my passionate feelings for bruce springsteen. Since its 12:19 and i dont feel like drooling on my shoulder for atleast another 30 minutes.. I might as well talk about all of them.

I've had a dilemma for a long time. I havent quite figured out how to smile. Every time I make an effort (yeah, effort) i either end up looking like a 12 year old kid who saw porno for the first time, or the guy at the cafeteria asked to "smile" and serve 4 month old potato salad. It just doesnt work. I tried making myself laugh for every picture (say cheese!) with mixed results. Sometimes I get a somewhat goofy but acceptabe smile, other times I look like Im a third grade level reader. I want to practice, but there's just something weird about practicing a smile. It should just be natural..you know? I dont know, If there's anyone reading this besides me, please help....

On the topic of recording things, I still havent done a damn thing wiht the new camera I got for xmas...unless you count the 5 second video of sanijay saying "what up bruh?" into the camera. I've had a few ideas, some of them made it onto dusty's blog, but I think I have a solution to the problem...I'll post my best idea, A documentary on Alex Mooseman (yeah, THE Alex Moosman).. I'll get to that later.

I would elaborate on my man crush for Bruce Springsteen, but Im exhausted..that blogging really gets ya, and there's really nothing much to say. He's just the best.

Night all,
I'll work on that post


"Dammmit Ryan! Why are you over there on the bench sittin next to the ugly kid?!! Do you wanna play?"
-Coach to one of our players sitting by the end of the bench